with a deadline to meet. asap.
life is happy, really. when you're soused. you feel numb. emotionless. senseless and scented. detached and attached to everything and nothing at the same time. and yes, senseless.
yeah, i'm drunk. on healthy red wine. my, my baby loves itttt.
detach, detach. and tomorrow morning imma wake up late and not have to worry about anything. i'd have dreamt all the details of the script revision i've yet to put into writing. i' have remembered it all and when i wake up i'm just gonna encode them all from memory. yeah, that's gonna happen. haha.
i miss talkin to my girlfriends. i miss being driven old me. i miss being bitter old me. i miss a lot of things from five years ago. the videoke and the beer. the stuff that emo ole 20ish singles do.
drunk at 3:02 am. been a long time.
red wine is my nectar for the moment. if that doesn't sound drunk, nothing does.
detach, detach, detach. and tomorrow im gonna wake up emotionless. rational, yes. but emotionless.
always love it when i'm drunk. you/re excused to say aynyhing. 3excuse to be anything. but i pray to god that when i get lucid again its gonna be mind over emotions. i'm gonna deal with everything emotionally detached. thinking, rather than feeling. and i know, i have faith, that everything will be alright. that everything will turn out just fine.
got to finish my revision asap. thank god for red wine.
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