shooting stars

last night, i dreamed of shooting stars. dozens of them, like fireworks, shooting down all at the same time.

i tried wishing on all of them, fast enough before they died. in my dream i came up with three wishes. one was about career, the other about love life, and strangely, the third one was about a "hollywood dream". which stumps me now. where'd that come from? i never really had any serious hollywood dream.

i wonder if this dream means well. or if it omens bad. i just love looking at shooting stars. and wishing at shooting stars.

although alam ko, instead of wishing, i should be praying more. faith is always better than hope.

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i guess god has led me to a decision. i had to give it up.
oh well. there are worse problems. someone said it's a good problem. better than bad problems, right.

and i'm playing fairy godmother again to someone, by giving it up. at least, may ibang nakinabang na mas may kailangan.

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shooting stars are good in dreams, but i wish for shooting stars in real life.
shh. shooting stars come and go. and die. but prayers will help me survive.

gusto ko ng ice cream, kahit giniginaw ako.