countdown to christmas: 8 days.
for the first time in years, i am two opposite things this christmas.
well. life. long term versus short term. and i know i will always want--always pray--for long term, when it comes to the good things in life. in every aspect. material and non-material.
may shoot kami bukas. christmas party pa naman sa school. work versus school na naman. awu-awoo. syempre work ang pipiliin ko. pagdating lang naman sa mga christmas parties. at sa mga panahong ito.
praying. praying. the lord is listening. i know.
countdown to my short film shoot: 10 days.
taena. ngayon ko lang na-realize. at least ok na ang cast ko. ok na ang staff ko. may shotlist at shooting schedule na. nasulat na ang location and equipment reservation forms at naipadala na. meeting na lang with staff and crew. at music recording concerns. at mini-workshop with the two main actors.
hindi ko pa nababasa ang buong script for work. for the money. let's DOH it.
patience. i easily run out of it these days. which equates to stress and anger. and all other emotions getting the best of me.
no thanks to trillanes and his hooligans. something i've been hoping for has been set for much later. nanggulo lang kayo e. nanakot lang kayo ng mga tagalabas. mga anarkista kayo, taena nyo.
buti pa ang mga may office space, may ham.
buti pa ang mga may time card, may bonus.
AD jobs in school. i finished two. i was happy about yesterday, as opposed to the other day. i was breathing the role. kumbaga sa makina, bagong langis. in tiptop shape. unlike the other day.
playground. school is a playground, but the jungle is where the money is.
lord, i pray.
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