prayers

lord, i pray that the next two weeks will come and go as fast as possible.
sana, dumating na ang last day nang halos hindi ko namamalayan.

i pray, too, that you would help me survive every single day of the next two weeks. with work still done, with grace and a poker face, with an armor that will protect me from all sources of anxiety. because, at the end of every shooting day, it is still the work that matters. i am there for the work. kahit hindi ko na nakikita ang sarili ko na patuloy pa ring gagawin ang work na ganito in the future.

i pray, lord, that you would help me find a good place. a place where i can live life, be happy and fulfilled. for the meantime, though, i wish na matapos na to. at ang bawat araw that i will have to live through, may blessing nyo. may guidance nyo. may justice na galing sa pagbabasbas nyo.

lord, sana paggising ko bukas, october 17 na.

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things to do when this is over:
1. get a haircut.
2. get a rebond. (hmm...optional)
3. reclaim my old complexion.
4. get an out of town vacation.
5. think about future options.
6. meet up with friends.
7. make it up to osobear.
8. treat myself to a not-so-expensive trip to the mall.
9. go to church to thank god that it's over.