and still a long way to go.
a long way to go for this show, too. a blessing.
hindi na ako naaapektuhan. nagdetach na ako. nandito pa rin ako. pero ang primary concern ko, getting stuff done. writing with or without my heart on it.
madalas, lately, without love. if someone imposes things on me i don't agree with but i have to do, i lose the love. labor becomes work. i can only do so much, kaya sige, tapusin na lang. try to make it good enough for my taste, but still within the constraints of someone else's vision.
write without love. mabilis lang sigurong gawin yun.
i'm over the panghihinayang. the sadness. kung isang season lang ito, we should be barreling towards a high ending. pero hindi, aabutan kami ng pasko, bagong taon, valentines, etc.
and i have to keep reminding myself, IT'S A GOOD THING. longer run, more money.
there are some things na wala na talaga sa control mo. weeks ago, i have learned to let go. it wasn't that hard a thing to do naman pala.
money. money, money.
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