i'll tell you a secret

bago pa kayo nabwisit, nauna na akong nabwisit kesa sa inyo.  

but i say nothing, reply to nothing. except for 1 or 2 friends who ask.  but even then, my answers were always sanitized. at hanggat kaya ko ipagtatanggol ko si L. paninindigan ko yan.

kaya kong ilitanya ang mga dahilan ni L kung bat ganon sya magreact, like a memorized excuse. i understand, but i can't empathize. dahil MATANDA na sya for god's sake.  siguro naman kaya na nyang ianalyze ang iba't ibang scenarios. di porke nangyari sa isa, mangyayari din sa isa, lalo na at yung isa nanay mo at yung isa jowa na KAHIT KAILAN wala namang ginawa para pagdudahan mo ang pagmamahal nya sa yo.

pero yun. ganoon daw magreact ang isang babaeng nasa sitwasyon nya. no one really questioned it. maybe because it came from way up high. anyway, moving on. here's another week that i DON'T get. so good luck. whenever i'm ifffy about something, i say it to kinauukulan. if he doesn't listen, at least i have done my part.