Tuesday, October 06, 2015

now THIS is what i REALLY feel

gets ko sya. up until that moment she decided to leave. leave the love of your life? why? i totally get the reason, it's on paper. pero yung emosyon ko. yung emosyon kooooo! di kita magets bitchessa! hindi!!!! ang tanda mo na ha!! pati si C dinamay mo!

pag may stumbling block na ganun, mahirap magpatuloy. pero you just try to understand her. kahit mahirap. you rationalize. itawid mo. kasi pag hindi mo naitatawid sa papel malamang hindi rin maiintindihan ng mga tao. if you dont know the answers, they won't either. it's what you put in there.

so wk 7 onwards was when she just. lost me. but i'm trying to make it work, this relationship with this girl. cause magsasama pa kami til next year. hindi sya ako. pero sinusubukan ko syang unawain.

kainis lang. ang fluid up to that frickin moment. nanay mo may kasalanan. jowa paparusahan? damn twisted logic.

ilang beses ko nang nasabi yan sa mga confidantes at sounding boards at mga immediate na kinauukulan. dahil pag ikaw hindi mo maintindihan, hindi mo maisusulat. the first person you will have to convince is yourself, bitch.

last note. instead of that uber tight sando on C, sana pala bunny rabbit girl's shirt na lang. that would look cuter on him. and ill bet it would go viral. anything on C is viral-ous.

C wearing L's bunny rabbit t-shirt. that would be cute.  SAYANG!

P.S. the fans like the 3r1k santos song. i don't. ako lang ba? hindi lang talaga maganda sa tenga ko. hindi rin ako namumove emotionally. it sounds so 80s. throwback feels.

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