ang sarap mag-cuddle pag umuulan

this morning i caught the final scene of "sphere", a submarine movie about a bunch of people trapped underwater with a mysterious alien ball that could turn one's desires and fears into reality.

i'd seen this film ten years ago, in the big screen, pero di ko na masyadong matandaan ang mga detalye. apparently halos lahat ng nasa submarine na yon ay pessimists, dahil imbes na yung desires nila ang natupad, ang na-pickup na vibes ng sphere ay yung mga fears nila, na nagkatotoo, which caused the demise of 'em all.

in the final scene dustin hoffman says, (almost to himself): we are such a primitive race...we let it bring out the worst instead of the best in us...we are not yet ready for such a thing of power.

naalala ko na naman ang the secret. the laws of attraction.

kung ime-marry natin ang "sphere" at ang laws of attraction, pwedeng maging physicalized metaphor ang sphere ng uniberso. matakot ka sa pwedeng gawin sa yo ng sansinukuban kung lagi kang nag-iisip ng nega. pero kung positive thinker ka, kakampi mo ang sphere, ang uniberso. it can make your desires and wishes come true.

gusto kong maging positive thinker. or at least, bawasan ang pagiging nega. because the "sphere" is everywhere, just waiting to pick up the vibes i give out, just waiting to respond "accordingly".

optimism begets success. love begets love. positivity begets positivity!

easier said (and written) than done.
pero shet, let's think positive.

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finally, kahapon, natapos ko na yung ppt na tatlong buwan ko na yatang utang. na-email ko na. ngayon antay na lang ng feedback. sana positive.

of course, it will be positive! because the world can be ours!
haha.

seriously. i believe. mabibigyan ko ng pambakasyon abroad ang mama at papa ko dahil sa project na to.

:-)

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ang sarap itulog ng maulang dapithapon. cuddling my keanna.
she's growing prettier everyday.
she's soft everywhere.
soft fur, soft tummy, soft paws, soft features.
coffee color coat becoming more and more vivid.
blue eyes, bluer than ever.

and she loves me. follows me everywhere. even to the bathroom.
she lets me hold her for as long as i want.
cuddles with me on rainy days like this.

i love my keanna!