Friday, June 06, 2008

i want to quit smoking


but can't.
poor will power.
poor EQ.
too many stressful moments.
too many waiting hours.
too many people smoking around me.

i curse the day when i decided to take up smoking.
i can't even remember why i decided to.
if i only knew, i shouldn't have started.

it changes the color of your lips.
takes away the vitamins in your hair and skin.
makes you smell of smoke.
makes you fearful of cancer.
and when you see a picture of yourself taking a drag, it makes you cringe.
hindi bagay.
pangit tingnan.
imagine that's what people see everytime you smoke.
argh.

but each time i feel the urge to light up one,
hindi ko naaalala ang lahat ng mga cons.
naiisip ko lang ang pro.
temporary relief.
temporary gratification.
temporary refuge.

the short term, at the expense of the long term.
i hate it.

i've given up trying to quit, cause i keep failing.
nakakainis!

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Bernard said...

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