Wednesday, July 30, 2008

i realized, yet again...

...that i really love going to new far-off places.
especially if it's for free.
gusto kong pumunta ng bukidnon!

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i remember someone having gone to bukidnon, a long long time ago. he called me and told me that he was out there, smoking weed under the stars. or something like that.

years later he told me, that was the past, saffron. and that was just one night in bukidnon.
haha. haller?!

hindi pa ko nakapunta ng bukidnon. hindi ko nga alam kung sa visayas ba sya o mindanao (o sa luzon?). hindi ko alam ang itsura nya, kahit sa pictures. ang naiisip ko pag nababanggit ang bukidnon, bukid. haha.

gusto ko, gusto ko!
makakapunta ko ng bukidnon this september. I WILL IT!

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asap daw.
kaya nase-stress ako.
taena. istorbo pa ang mga miting miting e. istorbo din ang chika. istorbo din ang internet. andaming istorbo!
basta, this friday. THIS FRIDAY. no later.
what the hell is so hard about a freakin ppt anyway? anoba!

* * *

hay.
hindi ko na alam.
natutuwa ako para sa iba, pero hindi na ko nangangarap para sa sarili ko ng tulad ng nangyayari sa kanila.
mahaba pa naman ang buhay. at marami pang pwedeng magbago.

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i dreamed of her again.
she was shooing me away.
she came into the room and saw me, and turned to someone and said, "i can't believe she'd stoop this low."
hindi pa nya sinabi sa kin nang diretso. sa dream, hindi ako na-hurt. parang expected ko na. she shooed me away the last time i saw her. hindi na bago ang kahit ano.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

let her go... or better yet, use her as a motivation for greater goals.

make her a Casper... a friendly ghost, korni ko. but im sure u know what i mean. easier said than done, i know. pero kaya mo yun...

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