a big F*** Y*** to all that.

you have no other audience but you-know-who. everything else is just in the periphery, so to hell with all that.

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another day, another lock-in. it's that time of the week. as i write i'm running later than usual. scripting over the weekend, a trip out of town to squeeze in between. sigh. lord help me with schedules. i miss giving a long long hug to my bosobear.

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damn. i used to think i have a taste for showbiz but last night changed all that. i've realized that i ACTUALLY HATE showbiz and i am built for the reclusive, anti-social life of a person who writes. there are moments when i just wish i could be invisible.

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peacocks are for the zoo. so don't join the zoo. be careful what you are contemptuous of, you just might become them. in the long run. NO.

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i saw astroboy. i don't like the movie but i like the character astroboy. i want to have a son like him someday.

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I NEED TO LOSE F***N WEIGHT. I'M LUMPY ALL OVER. ARGH!