Sunday, September 28, 2008

sad news

the boss direk is dead. four months ago he was diagnosed with cancer. he will be cremated early next week.

the production still owed us, but he was our major source of hope. sabi nila, pag nag-resume na reshoots, mababayaran na kami. and we believed it, because we knew that the boss would not let them break their promise.

but with the boss direk gone, i wonder what will happen to us. wala nang magtatanggol sa min. yung three weeks of work na inutang ang tf, malilibre na lang ba?

boss direk, help us. you are a good man. i know you are in a very good place right now.

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akala ko nasa mata na ko ng buhawi, hindi pa pala.
two remaining weeks to go. ok lang. two weeks ago nakiki-dream night lang ako. parang kahapon lang yun. the next two weeks ought to be a breeze.

as they should be. and i know they will be, pacing-wise.

sabi nila, nagpa-packup-pullout daw sila nung last few days ng OMC.
hindi pa naman nangyari sa min yun, pero malamang mangyayari din soon. this week. sa 1st week ng october.

taena, gusto ko nang matapos 'to.

i miss my osobear. my keanna. my bed.
may mga oras sa madaling araw na hindi ko na alam ang pinaggagawa ko.
most of the time, nanlilimahid ako, at wala na kong pakialam.
waaah. sana october 10 na.

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