new passion

again.
and up until last night, i had visions of turning it into a real business.
and then that moment came, while i was mixing my Nth batch of Royal Icing at 4am. my husband was flooding icing on 50 cookies, one by one. we'd been laboring over cookies in the wee hours for the Nth straight night. this used to be fun, but at that moment, napatanong ako sa sarili ko---magkano nga ba ang kikitain namin dito? kulang pa sa gagastusin ko for operation balik alindog, bilang ang haggard haggard na ng itsura ko dahil sa kakapuyat!

yes i've found a new passion. pero kung yumaman ang intention ko, parang hindi ito ang papunta doon. nakakapagod masyado. kumakain ng araw at gabi. if i want money, i'd stick to my real job (and goddamn focus, bitch!) and on the side, keep looking for better business ideas. obviously, hindi ako yayaman sa pagdedecorate ng cookies. God knows i'm obsessed with it at the moment, pero no. hindi sya pwedeng negosyo. mauubos lang sa operation balik alindog ang barya-baryang kikitain namin!

nakakalungkot lang. kasi naaenjoy ko talaga sya. pero hindi practical. kesa magslave away ako sa kusina, mas mabuti pa manood na lang ako ng TV. bilang nasa TV ang totoong trabaho ko, mas makakatulong pa yun sa kabuhayan. doon ang totoong daan patungo sa pagyaman.

most used keyword: "pagyaman". di naman halatang obsessed ano?

haha.

love vs money. in this case, parang hindi masyadong makukuha ang pareho. swerte ka na lang talaga kung true love mo yung trabahong bumubuhay sa yo.

on that note, here are snippets of my love children from this newest "affair" (na involved ang mister ko, by the way. menage a trois? LOL!)