kinda down tonight. so before i start work, might as well revive an yearly "tradition".
one year ago, i was...
...34 years and 5 months old.
...a writer for TV.
...writing for a weekly series for kids. the story was about a dad who became a dog. (wow.)
...stressing. going through the beginnings of a midlife crisis
...struggling to light my fire. wanting to just...finish this.
...in love with the same husband. loving the same baby daughter. wishing i had more time for them.
...baking to release stress. cooking to relax.
... wanting to be free. financially free. dreaming of the day when i could afford to not work and still maintain the same lifestyle)
today this year i am...
...35 years and 5 months old. Old!!!
...a writer for TV.
...fire regained, somehow. fell in love again with the job. or was it the job?
...peddling dreams. selling illusions.
...crushing on a 22-year-old TV star (or maybe it was his character)
...seriously doubting myself.
...missing work-free days
... missing the mall
...a mother, wishing for quality bonding time with her daughter.
...a wife, wanting more wholesome cuddly hugs from her husband
...a writer, wanting to get into the zone.
...a laborer, cherishing quiet work time, wanting more of those eureka moments.
...a tired soul
...waiting for the work to start by itself. hehe.
...a semi-retired baker
one year from now i...
...will be 36 years and 5 months old. Older!!!
...will still probably be writing on this blog.
...hope to be happier than i am now, and have ever been.
...want to be richer than i am now, and have ever been.
...want to be excited by new projects. want to keep that fire alive.
...want to keep being a happy wife with a happy husband
...want to be a more hands-on motther to our daughter
....want to have gone to another foreign country. or at least, another beach paradise.
...want to stay intact and happy with my family.
...want to be slimmer!
...want to be a more learned, more giving, much better person.
...want to have more fulfilled wishes.
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