baul diaries: i hate it

when i speak before i think.
or in one case, text before i think.

i'm volatile.
bumubulusok a la blood pressure, pero lalamig din agad.
minsan ang hirap hindi maglabas ng steam pag galit ka.
masakit sa dibdib.

kaya, sorry.
mali ako.
lagi naman e.
and i say that with all humility, no bitterness.

sana, lagi akong magiging mali.
dahil mas magiging masakit kung magiging tama ako.
but i know.
i will never be right. my anger will always be unjustified.

that's just the way it is.
it comes with the whole jackpot package.
and i love it.

love it to the hilt.

wrote this in 2008. aka selosa diaries. lol!