And I recovered this blog, after what, 3 years?
Our bunso is 21 months old, and he's such a joy, the soft spot in my heart. This morning I carried him in my arms on the way to his lola's, and I remember how he'd held on to me, his arms around my neck. This boy, who would plant a spontaneous kiss on my cheek every now and then, who would cry whenever I'd leave the room, this baby boy whom I see in every small child I encounter, offline or on. I am much softer than I was, or have ever been, before Mojo was born.
Our panganay is turning 16, my complicated girl who's been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. I love her more than my own life, despite her difficult moments, even if there are times when I just want to resign as her mother, when I'd feel so tired having to deal. Teenage daughters usually are at odds with their mothers, they say. But at the end of the day, I know I will always look out for her. Kahit anon'ng age pa sya. Kahit senior citizen na sya at nasa kabilang buhay na ako,, I will always be praying for Audrey.
Business thingies, so many things to do. We are moving but are we growing? It's been a challenging 6 years since we started. Not enough knowledge. Need to change a few things about me. Like be more organized. Be more systematic. Learn to frickin PRIORITIZE. Kagaya ngayon so many things to do and I'm writing this blog. So.. bye!
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