got a music video to make. sure, it's another cheesy pop act, but it's still audiovisual work, ayt. and i'm here for audiovisual work. for the experience of creating something, and for the money. oh yeah, bring on the dough baby.
i'm also producer so i have control over finances. one thing i learned from directing these cheesy pop projects is that you should never allow yourself to be exploited, talent fee-wise. better make sure that you're fed well.
but i'm excited. i really want to do these things. direct, and stuff. to say it's on a shoestring budget is a euphemism but i'm gonna work on this. so passing reader, if you're interested to appear on a music video for broadcast on MYX (artist's name is Johann, an upcoming balladeer), drop me a note. We can't promise a sum for your acting talent but we do promise some exposure. flesh, if you wish, but not necessarily. :-)
maybe this is karma. my latest (or more appropriately, last) apol-of-d-eye probably thinks i've got some strong lesbian vibes goin'. he's made more than a few insinuations, and while under normal circumstances such comments would only amuse me--i'm 24 and still boyfriendless, so i must be gay, right?--i found myself annoyed. Pissed. Indignant, even. of all the people who would think that, mehn. what are you, blind? couldn't you see why i was there that night, hanging around when i actually had no business being there? of all people. ka-bad trip.
oh well. so maybe it was karma. "sorry, i'm lesbian" was something i'd used more than once to ward off unwanted male attention in the past. what goes around, comes around. doesn't matter anymore, hartshy fartshy boy. three meetings and four encounters with you ought to be enough for me to realize that you're just another red herring, as far as this romantic-bubblegum version of a whodunit is concerned. and a red herring, a 22-year-old at that, ain't something this weirdo femme fatale would want.
pour me a choco mudslide and take away that magic-dragon pipe. i'm not into it as you probably think. so you think a pothead lesbo is what i am. haha! whatever. just goes to show how little people could know about each other. especially people you've only known for, what, five weeks.
i thank god for my dyipni journey. i'm faring towards the bright light of completion. hopefully. i'm going to make this film. can't wait to go through that bittersweet experience again. :-) :-) :-)
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