Saturday, June 25, 2005

e sana natutulog ka na di ba

doing this dear-diary thingie is way too much fun.

i'm caught in a time warp these days. been caught in a time warp ever since. when on any ordinary time i would make a racket the center of my earth, now i'm just passing through. juggling ain't a talent for this bravura beeyatch.

"potah ka". that's what i heard. and it made me laugh. it reminds me of my lvn days with someone who had said that very same phrase. well, potah ka rin. hahaha.

the good thing about this day was that small scene i had unearthed from the reality-show footage we took yesterday, one involving two of my favorite (awwww) prince charmings in the show, alwyn and janus. they were backstage at the first heartbreak night and janus had cornered alwyn up against a wall, pretending to caress him. then he made a pseudo-gesture of kissing alwyn. alwyn gave him a playful shove. parang natauhan. OY PARE PARANG SERYOSO KA NA AH. hahahahaha.

the camera pans to jill beside the two boys. offscreen someone said, "jill o, si janus!" and jill replied, "ok lang, lalake naman si janus e." Ows! Sure ka dyan?

don't get me wrong, i think janus is hetero. after his little charade with carla's brother in his first date with carla, though, i realize that the homo-jokes have surfaced a bit too often (in the past three months) to not make one wonder.

pare pakiss. haha. i love gay jokes too much.

that scene above, by the way, is going to appear this sunday in the qpids offshoot show after FANATIC. ooh, i sound like a spark plug...sans the spark.

HOW I LONG TO...
...go back to the beach (still)
...watch BATMAN BEGINS
...get that avp thingiemajiggy done somehow
...have a good day with a big bright spot on it
...breeze past the next seven weeks in one piece
...quit the bad habits
...love requitedly
...flush the toxins out of me
...wake up tomorrow and realize that it's time to, what else, go back to the beach

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