a day in the life

ang iniiiiiiiiit.

gusto kong mag-beach.
gusto kong mag-Wawa Dam.
gusto kong magbabad sa isang malaking lababo.

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24 hours ago. we were shooting in a semi-posh hotel suite for the j@de movie. me on let's-get-going-mode, despite the light schedule and the controlled environment. we've been shooting for 8 days and this location was actually the most comfy of all so far.

shoot was wrapped at 1237 in the morning. a record, for this movie.
it was someone's birthday so we hung out for a while. i wanted to stay in the semi-posh suite with the others but i opted to go home instead. i still had things to do for the remaining five-or-six shooting days.

missing someone.

when i got home i gave my mother a hug. i owed her that.

i love my mom.

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48 hours ago. no shoot. still hadn't recovered yet from the puyatan and ngaragan of the past three days. nurtured a secret tampo towards someone. got into a fight with my mother. was crying at 1 am. haha. the first time i actually cried my heart out in a long time.

i'm busy most of the time but that day was the first time that i pretended to be, even if i was not. just to spite/test/hit back at someone.

kung alam mo lang ang totoo. kahit busy ako, lagi akong magkakaroon ng oras para sa yo.

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72 hours ago. we were all over the metro. from the suburbs of caloocan to a tony resto in quezon circle to the suburbs of UP village. haha. that's a little exaggeration, but it was a looooong day for the j@de movie, with emotion-laden scenes-to-be-shot on the schedule. we wrapped at 6 am, with one scene dropped from the sked.

hot, hot, hot weather. what's new.

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96 hours ago. on the set of the @ngel movie. a long action sequence, with guns and armory and all that jazz.

i'd gone from one shoot to this one, slept in somebody's house the night before. i was a bit out-of-my-wits, but still functioning.

still missing someone, though.

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gusto kong manood ng The Reaping. pero itutulog ko na lang ang araw na to. i owe my body that.