Saturday, July 12, 2008

rainy day monologues

na-shock ako sa entry ni o.b.
i almost couldn't believe that she's over him. e ilang buwan din na yung taong yon ang apple of her eye.

but good for her.
i hope she's found the right one now.

good for him, too.
that ought to teach guys like him a lesson.

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still, can't help thinking, lalake talaga ang sensibilities nitong si o.b.
sana ganun din ako.
ang ganda ng dine-describe nyang exchange of emails between her and the dude. parang fantasy scenario ko noon, involving past Princes-Turned-Frogs.

you could've had me then, but you lost your chance. sorry na lang. friends?

haha. kick-ass!

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nakakakalahati na ko. hindi ko lang alam kung tama ang ginagawa ko. kung masyado bang detalyado. kung magugustuhan ba. kung may kapupuntahan ba.

kung wala, at least nakapagpraktis ako. i haven't done this in a long time. i want to start again.

ang importante, i'm not frozen. and in a few minutes i'm going back to it. dapat matapos na to. ilang buwan na to.

i only have today and tomorrow left.

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you have to enjoy it. the very act of doing it. para makatagal. para gawin syang lifetime career.

dati. i used to. nung high school ako. i churned it out. kahit walang nag-rerequire sa kin. i liked what i was doing.

sans pressure, i enjoy it.
e ako din lang naman ang nampe-pressure sa sarili ko.

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