Friday, January 23, 2009

what ifs

ang buhay ay puno ng what ifs. walang storya kung walang what ifs.
kaya minsan, mapapaisip ka. what if--?

what if mali ka?
what if the unflattering truth you've come to believe for the longest time turns out to be false, after all?
what if nung mga panahong akala mo eh ganito, hindi naman pala?
what if naging totoo pala noon ang wish mo, pero hindi mo lang alam?

marami akong nalaman tonight. mga bagay na, siguro, kung sinabi sa akin two years ago, would have mattered. nagulat ako. pero i didn't let it get to me. 2nd hand info is 2nd hand info. and despite the dint of flattery, the little heart-tug, i know that that case is moot and academic now.

the lord knew what to do. he gave me the right people at the right time.
thank you, lord.
kung tama man ang nararamdaman pero maling panahon, mali pa rin. + plus - equals - pa rin.

flattered pa rin ako, though. dahil di ko akalain na sinuyod pala nya ang buong 2nd floor para lang makahanap ng concert tickets para sa kin.

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