(non-) heartbreak night

wow. i can't believe i'm home before 12 midnight on a work night. haha. almost feels like 9pm.

the heartbreak sunday elimination episode was taped today. for the first time since the first heartbreak elims, i didn't cry. not because i wasn't sad for the loveteam that was axed. i don't know. maybe because when a show goes from daily to weekly, from reality to drama, they become less familiar to you, you get less attached.

and i have this feeling that being eliminated from the show doesn't really mean the end for the loveteam that got the axe. they're both beautiful. especially the girl. and the boy has his own charming quirks. five years from now they will have blossomed. malay natin baka magtagpo uli sila. siguro by that time the boy would have fully realized how beautiful the girl actually is.

one of the most refreshing things about working in this show is meeting the cast. they're all sweethearts. everyone! remembering horrific experiences i've had with veteran (and semi-veteran) artistas in the past, makes me love this cast all the more.

i don't know. mahirap gawin ang reality show format (at madugo ang daily!) but it was when the kids were playing themselves that we really got to know them. and the drama happening amongst them (love triangles, selosan, unrequited love, falling in love, etc) was just so compelling because they were real. At least, from this perspective.

hohum. i don't know what's worse. pain or numbness. maybe you can tell me, waterfowl ;-)