and it's a wrap...again

that out of the way, on to more essential thoughts...

we finished the horror movie at 8 am this morning. i've been sleeping like a bat for the past several days--gising sa buong gabi, tulog sa umaga. juggling is fun but draining. the short film's screening at Da Kanlungan (aka UP Diliman) tomorrow and there were small thingies to take care of. same small thingies for the Yasmien video (i.e. reproduction of copies) to take care of as well. not to mention stuff for Getting the Baby Somewhere Out There, na hindi ko masyadong maasikaso lately. but i have to, soon. as in, tomorrow.

august 31. the key to my dreams. why not. why not NOT push yourself. why not brave it and get the hell out of the comfort zone.

the horror movie's direk texted me and said i was "really really hardworking and meticulous". weehoo. coming from my director that was worth all the puyat at pagod i've invested in this film for the past two months. he wanted to see the kabaklaan film, along with the rest of my reel. dunno why but that just brings out the shy person in me. na naman. although a big part of me is somehow hoping that it might bring on more opportunities. open new doors, so to speak. which kinda brings the anxiety level up a li'l bit.

but i've learned my lesson with these things. i've had not-so-happy outcomes from initially happy hopes. oh well. whatever happens, happens.

tonight i went to friend jp's despedida party. he's moving in to cebu to study film. (yes, there's a film school out there, and my only wish for this dude is that he'd finally, finally straighten up and finish something he'd started. gwow up.)

i was the only girl at that table, and the rest of the guests were badings. lahat sila, parang mga karakter na hinugot sa sinapupunan ng mga nagconceptualize ng "Queer Eye for the Straight Guy".

and the strange thing was, i felt really comfortable being around them. listening to the stories and pang-ookrays. ba't kaya sobrang natatawa ko sa mga taong magaling mang-okray.

hay. si frog princess. okray winfrey. the queen of (okray) talk.
mishu pa rin. di ko maintindihan talaga!
still looking to videoke again with you. me, sam. you, toni. gusto mo yon?

hay bwiset. siguro bakla ako nung past life ko.