thing is, i think i'm not the worst procrastinator there is on the face of the earth. i've heard of worse. but i'm just a crass as well. especially if, this time around, i wouldn't be able to beat the deadline because of it.
when i'm worried about the bulk of the work, i start early. i push myself. strangely, when i've assessed the work to be relatively light, i go easy on myself. i procrastinate. which i hate. because now, as in right now, i have to go full-blast. non-stop. dahil hanggang kahapon at kagabi lang ang allowed time-to-procrastinate ko. if i don't friggin move NOW, i'll be late for tomorrow.
haaay. the internet is a distraction. might as well get rid of it for now.
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i'm not feeling very happy. worried, for no concrete reason.
pero hindi dapat. kasi, i'm going to be the Tenacious Bitch. haha. never surrender. never say die. and i will always be open, open, open. there will always be enough room for learning. and i will learn. i will study. i will learn the ropes til i'm good enough to be on my own.
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pregnant cats are more affectionate. nakikita ko yun kay keanna. sana ganito pa rin sya kahit hindi na sya buntis. i wish the babies will come out all looking pretty.
btw, i still HATE the pusakal who caused all these. whoever he friggin is.
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sunny, sunny day. what i need is fresh air. fresh ideas. for now, and for the coming days ahead.
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sana makapag-beach ako this summer. gusto ko talaga.
okay enough. GET TO WORK!
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