Sunday, July 26, 2009

3:03 am

after an entire day of wanton procrastination, now trying to reach my quota for early sunday morning: 1 finished body of the 4-body script. dahil may date ako with harry potter later.

deadline, tuesday. i figured that if i didn't clear my monday, i wouldn't be able to make it. kaya kinansel ko na ang ocular. hay. ganyan kalakas si harry potter sa akin. i'd cancel work but not my sunday with him. hehe.

today is kev1n sp@cey's birthday. gusto ko sanang batiin sya sa twitter. something like, "it's the 26th here in manila, hope you have a happy birthday!". kung sakali, it would've been my first direct correspondence with him. nung sp@cey years ko (1998-2000) ni isang fan letter hindi ako nagpadala sa kanya. ngayon pa ba, na hindi ko na sya crush?

sayang. if this happened 10 years ago, sobrang saya ko siguro. cartwheelin all over the place.

so ilang beses kong tinangka na i-message nga ito sa kanya. kaso pinanghihinaan talaga ako ng loob. i don't know why. what's to lose anyway, the dude doesn't know me from eve. saka di ko na rin naman sya crush. pero there's something...iffy about it. parang fan kasi ang dating. sobra. and i don't know why i'm not comfortable with being labeled a "fan". haha. basta. ang hirap i-explain kung bakit parang nakakahiya.

torpe. tseh.

procrastinated all day, re-landscaping my farm in farmtown. hay. ka-adik. ang sarap paglaruan.

okay, back to work.

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