Sunday, September 18, 2005

old habits do die

what the---?
what did i do?

anything that reads like math to me reads like martian. i - am - completely - lost.
hence the enlarged font of this blog's archive section. hard not to notice, naghuhumiyaw ang mga letra.

anyway, i was only tryin to change somethin. but by some stroke of luck i got lost in all that "h2 class blah-blah" and ended up screwing everythin from the down. bahala ka sa buhay mo.

was laughing so hard last night, sana ito na lang ang bwelta sa kin ng uniberso to balance the scales. sana - ito - lang...until everything's done and over with on september 22.

the end comes faster than you think. like a match that instantly sparks then dies in a matter of seconds. in this case, 3 weeks after act three.
i knew it was good for me. i knew that was just what i needed. and god has known about it way way before it even happened. galing talaga ni lord.

i knew it was the end when the silence didn't bother me. when i dismissed it with a shrug and moved on to other thoughts. oh well. walls and silences won't hurt my bones. or my feelings, anymo'.

so maybe it ends today. maybe not. sabi nga ni ate vi, we can never can tell. when times get rough, i have this habit of going back to old habits.

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