Friday, May 12, 2006

the curse of pictures

i saw someone's newly-posted pic on fwendster today. same old beautiful face. same old heart-tugging lopsided little smile. but the look in his eyes was glazed, the glow on his face was so suspiciously conspicuous it breaks my heart to think about it. the circumstances behind the picture. how, where, and who took it. and why you just had to be--argh--topless.

and that glaze in your eyes. now that smile--which i've always loved to love--has taken on a new meaning. in the picture it looks almost...dreamy. like the smile of someone who's just been...fed with love.

waaah. despite the time and the distance, despite the fact that i've long been over this misanomaly i've had for you, masakit pa rin pala. konti lang, but still there.

oh well. it's bound to happen naman talaga. isang taon ko nang alam yan, mahigit pa nga. but it's one thing to know it and another thing to actually see it. in that picture i saw it in your eyes. you look like you're in love. i want to say i'm happy for you, pero nag-constrict ang dibdib ko nung makita ko yung picture mo. literally.

hahahay. tanga nga talaga ko.

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