little white liar

apparently my goodbyes came a bit too soon.

na-postpone ang day 29. mamayang gabi na sya. we had to postpone last night's shoot becausen of prince william.

oo, nandito sa saigon si prince william ngayon. da royal hunk is in saigon because of the AP3C summit. aww. nikikilig ako. never ko naman syang naging type, pero sa kasalatan na rin ng mga papable na faces dito pwede nang pagtyagaan. hah.

as if naman may makakakita sa kanya, sa dami ng mga guards na malamang eh nakapaligid dun.

homecoming will have to be postponed to june 14th, too. oks lang. two days to go.

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remember my Little White Lie about the Name and the Face? it seems that the world has become too small. i've been tracked down. so now i have to be a lot more careful not to reveal the truth behind the little white lie.

parang pelikulang ginawa para sa takilya. silly girl concocts some little white lie, and soon circumstances forces the little white lie to breed more little white lies. we know how the plot goes. the girl gets found out. but i've done this in real life enough times to know that in reality, you CAN get away with it. somehow. sana ganon pa rin sa kasong ito.

bakit nga ba ko nagsinungaling? para protektahan ang sarili ko? para lumayo ang mga ayokong lumapit? ano nang gagawin ko ngayon? totohanin ko na lang kaya para hindi na sya maging kasinungalingan?

pwede rin, pero ayoko. sino naman, if ever? everyone is guilty unless proven innocent.

the name and the face. kung tototohanin natin, bluey, hindi na magiging kasama sa storya si Face. kasi bading sya. si Name na lang. gusto mo yon?

ewan. sana lang hindi ko na muna makita ang mga taong pinagsinungalingan ko. hanggat hindi pa nagiging totoo ang little white lie ko.

and that, folks, might take a while.

cause i believe that when you meet the person, you would know. na pwedeng sya na nga ang matagal mo nang hinihintay.

but as of now, sarado ang tindahan. hangga't nandito ako sa vietnam.

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ba't kasi na-track down pa ko e. goodbye to my days of absolute, unbridled freedom of expression (via bulletin board surveys. hah.). hello to the Internal Board of Censors. grrr! kainis talaga.

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aaargh! can't wait to go home.