fire's up

ayun naman pala. may excuse naman pala.

because i thought i had proven my suspicions right. that you're merely a spark in the storm. easy come, easy go. i was ready to file away your case in the "lost cause" bin. and then you came to the surface. aba!

but who knows. baka it would turn out na lost cause ka nga rin. and if that would be the case i don't think it would be of any loss to me. it would make no deep dent on my psyche.

invest none, lose none. like i always say.

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day 17 of 28 days over. eleven more days to go. i'm back on my feet. thank god. two days of rest, some self-motivation, and a lot of prayers were all i needed. fight to the finish na to. despite all obstacles. despite all odds.

haha. parang gasgas na tagline.

i still think of home everyday. and the things i'm gonna do when i get back.

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a lot more things i'm learning at work. the director's another one of those nice ones. i'm glad cause i've been lucky in the sense that all the directors i've worked with are such darlings. verbal blows from ill-tempered directors (some pinoy mainstream direks are notorious for this) is something that i'm not sure i can handle with grace. i'm too transparent for my own good.

hohum. sleepy. tired. day 18 tomorrow. i pray for a productive day.