after today, it's gonna be a different phase again.
so i give myself only until today. mope, hanker, gush, brood. deceive myself, float, stalk, mourn the death-by-squishing of endless what-ifs.
after all, i tried, didn't i. so enough na.
the silence says a lot more than all the derogatory "yucks" in the world.
today i finish all the pending tasks. fold up everything from the last project. sleep this off or watch a good movie, eat something sweet or mag-"emote" sa isang sulok, cry it out if needed. haha. overdramatic. but i only have until today to get this outta my system. not healthy, to go through another beginning with baggage from the immediate past.
should i take that nap before i go out? catch the last days of narnia, or king kong? chocolate with peanuts, almonds, or some other nut? maybe i don't really need a crying session with myself. been through worse before, really. this is a pinch, compared to everything else from the past combined.
so have a nice life. good luck to all your endeavors. will send you your personal copy sometime soon. i hope everything about the day job rocks for the best.
man, didn't i just say these things to someone else, not too long ago?
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