pano ka ba naman makaka-move on. if the immediate past keeps haunting you. if there are loose ends that need tying up. wala ka na, aalis ka na nga e. pero di ka pa rin talaga matatahimik.
not that i could blame anyone. pray na lang ako.
hay. at kung kelan ka naman aalis, tsaka naman magsusulputan ang mga kung sinich-sinich. all of a sudden nagbabantang maging active ang social life mo. anubayun. basta ba no strings. training na rin yan sa pakikihalubilo sa iba't ibang tao.
words are cheap, and anyone can easily toss out a lie if they think it will be to their advantage. like that little white lie of someone saying he "doesn't have a girl". hah. it's on my top ten list of male-related pet peeves. but i'm just amused by this person's bravura, how he can actually make that pronouncement of a lie like he was actually telling the truth. scary. the persistence fascinates me, though. risque case. at least he bends conventions. and no corny jokes to boot.
the nice ones are boring, the naughty ones are intriguing. haha. i really am too screwed up for this.
nonetheless. firewalls are up from all angles. it's a court trial of some sort. they're all guilty by default unless proven otherwise. you play along with it, you're entering a war zone, and you're on the defensive. don't let the ammunition get to you. don't trust. don't invest. ride along, be liberal enough for due process, but maintain the firewalls.
hay. i'm still bothered. lord, please solve the problem for me. please lord. that solved, i can focus on the present work.
have faith, walk by faith.
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