Wednesday, September 06, 2006

same time, next year (part 2)

i remember this entry last year. i should be following this through tomorrow, because it was written on september 7. but what the heck.

checklist for last year's wishes for this day (or tomorrow, to be specific):

one year from now i...

...will be 26 years and 5 months old. Old!!!
yup. can't go wrong with that.;-)

...will still probably be writing on this blog.
as is made obvious by this entry. har.

...wouldn't want to hand out my "Sayang Ka Siztaaah" awards to anyone anymore.
geez, i dunno...maybe i no longer do, but we can never really tell. inconclusive.

...want to have finished something that i'm really praying i'd get the chance to do. or be in the midst of finishing it.
i was actually referring to finishing a feature film (which didn't happen), but at least i accomplished the second best option: a short film. wee.

...want to have more steady work in the audiovisual field, preferably in the position i aspire the most :-)
it's been a busy july, an august (semi)vacation, and by third week of september i'm goin out on the shooting field again. how's that for steady. nah. nothing's ever steady in this field. i'm glad the work keeps coming, though. thank god, knock on wood. although when i wrote "position i aspire the most" last year i wasn't really thinking of being script supervisor. hehe.

...want to have finished another short film.
check.

...want to have gone to another foreign country. or at least, another beach paradise.
wow, it was actually granted. i went to vietnam! :-)

...want to be in constant contact with The One Who's Been Outtasight For Days.
hmm. "constant contact" is not how i'd call it, but at this point, it doesn't really matter anymore, does it? would still want to hang out with him more often, though.

...want to fall in love with the right person.
argh. let's not go there.

...want to be loved by the right person.
well, at least i'm still wishin!

...want to stay friends with the ones i have now. and gain a few more lifelong friendships.
i really hope this one has been granted. :-)

...want to stay intact and happy with my family.
check. thank god!

...want to be richer!
does this include the unliquidated assets? hihi.

...want to be slimmer!
i think the needle on the scale is pointing to pretty much the same number.

...want to be a more learned, more giving, much better person.
i don't know about being better. i don't know about being more giving, either. but more learned, probably. about work politics and human nature, that's fer sure. and about handling "alternative possibilities" in certain areas of life wherein i've been totally retarded. hahaha.

...want to have more fulfilled wishes.
yey, still want that!


one year from now i...

...would be 27 years and five months old. now THAT's old. tita-age.
...should already be at the next level, where the day job is concerned.
...should already be directing (rock! alternative!)music videos from MCA Universal, Warner, and the like (wish tayo! trabahuhin!)
...want to have finished a third short film.
...want to have gone to another foreign country. (please please please?)
...would have had the second short film screened Somewhere Out There.
...want to have finished a first script draft of a Feature Film that I'd Really Want to Make. or better yet, in the midst of preproduction. (so help me god)
...want to have found (and, erm, be in a wonderful relationship with?) the Right Person.
...want to maintain the good relationships i have now with family and friends.
...want to have nurtured more new lifelong friendships.
...would still probably be blogging.
...would still probably be answering Fwendster surveys. hihi.
...would still probably be on DSL.
...would still be keeping on with this "same time next year" thingie.

will get back to ya on 9-7-07, baby.

hay.

i don't know if i'm still pushing through with submitting for tomorrow's deadline. i'm realizing now that maybe it's not really a now-or-never kind of thing. it would've been ideal if it could be now, but this ain't a perfect world.

haaay.

let's not go there.

basta. sana talaga automaton na lang ako.

1 comment:

zelle said...

mukhang feeling better ka na as evident to your latest post yung mga previous posts mo kasi parang pasan mo ang Pilipinas... :)